18tH NoV 2004

todae woke up, went downstairs and ate breakfast with mom and dad. ate wanton mee den drink qOo~ hOnEy LeMoN(my favourite!!!) haha. so anyway. i couldnt finish the drink so i brought it into the band room. lolx. then todae sit beside yueying. tink she kinda buay tahan me. keke. coz i like keep "disturbing" her like tht. keke.

anyway, todae when we having break, i heard him play tht song tht i like and i oso learning. then becoz working so no time play/learn liao. so i was tink," why did he play this song? oMg~~!!! " haix~~! i really hope i can leave this place immediately, coz i realli dun wan to tink. as long as i'm still in the band, there will be room for me to think and think. although during work, i can choose not to tink about it by numbing myself with loads of work. but after work when i board the train home, i will still think of him when i see those couple being so lovely. i juz cant get him out of my mind. haix~!

haiyo. juz now left early coz muz go and work. sianz. then i tot tml cannot perform coz i working split shift. but todae i work half way gigi come tell me todae i working 6-9 at UOB centre. -.- then i pengx la. somemore cannot reject sia. dIaOx. so i go work la. work until my feet swallon. pengx sia. so juz now call gigi, then mom tok to her and gigi agreed to gif me one day off. which means tht... heehee. *winkx*

haha, todae afternoon edwin, alex, andy and melvyn come sakae and eat student buffet. keke. they so funny. at first i didnt see them onli when i was taking other customer's order then i heard someone call, "dajie!! dajie!!" keke. pengx sia. then i turn around, dIaOx. saw 4 "ghim mor" keke. coz they dye their hair gold colour. onli a bit here a bit there. keke. then they order the red plate then cannot finish the soft shell crab, then ckana force by troy to finish it. keke. then i waited for them outside sakae then they accompany me go eat edo sushi. then spent $12++ on lunch + dinner. keke. from sakae to edo, they juz cant stop calculating on the amount the spend. keke. buay tahan.

then i went OUB centre work, they go watch movie at cineleisure. and the boring day ended. did manage to forget him during work. but after work when i went to the ladies and change, the toilet a bit spooky, so was kinda scared la. at tht moment, i juz tot of him. wishing tht he will be by my side. haix. anyway. i going ZzzZzz liao.

good night, take care, sweet dreams, love ya, may god bless. *muackx

November 18, 2004
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