20tH NoV 2004

yest got fever. so didnt tell mum coz i tot sleep liao shud be ok liao. but then this morning still having fever. haix. ate panadol for 2 times but still no effect. so went to the chinese physician in yishun. have to drink the cough mixture and eat 7 tablets at one go. -.- haix. so now the fever gone liao. yeah!! haha. but still coughing like mad. today afternoon when i was sleeping, i suddenly tot of him. coz i was hugging the dog tht he hugged when he stayed overnight at my house when he was oso having fever. kinda miss him. haix~~

hmmm. this morning mom came into my room and chat with me for a while. she say this morning she saw "his" mother downstairs then they chatted for a while. say what yest he go out until so late then go home. then mom told his mom then yest we got performance, his mother then believe tht he nvr lie to her. anyway. chat with vic last night, then she told me some ways to forget a person. haha. erm. i tink i shudnt elaborate any furthur, coz she will chase after my blood. lolx. if u all wan noe go ask her lor. keke.

tml sembwinds having performance at the musical fountain @ sentosa at around 6.10pm like tht. [i tink so] haha. come and see see ah!! keke. but tml i still got work. so shalene sae she meet me go sentosa together. now still waiting for her to confirm everything with me.

haiyo. yest after performance didnt realli feel like going home, so slowly slowly jalan back. then on the way, was like thinking of him. haix. dunno. feel like no hope liao. sianz. hope there will be miracle in the future bahx. keke. luv ya~!! *muackx

November 20, 2004
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