5tH NoV 2004

wed and thu went for work until 10++,11 then go home. reach home at around 12++ 1 like tht. sianz sia. so tired. hmm, raining season. everywhere i go confirm will rain. lolx. thu rain until like what sia, opp sembawang pri flood until cannot see the pathway. pengx.

anyway, today and tml i off. i tot sunday oso off then can go swimming. pengx, rachel called me at around 10++pm and tell me tht i working rom 12-4. -.-""" haix. bo bian. maybelene de child birthday. lolx. motherly love. so noble. but she look like 18++ only lehx. actually she 32 liao. but still look like small lil' kiddo. lolx.

so this morning mom woke me up, she told me she found a job at the food&beverage factory for the lil' kiddos, then waited for the in-cahrge to call back. pengx, the in-charge sae onli wan 7teen and above. then what for put STUDENTS ARE WELCOME then went out with edwin and andy go shop for "someone's" present. after tht meet up with sihui, then meet with mel and xiangwei. then accompany edwin and andy go interview. so they going for the actual interview on monday. GOOD LUCK!! erm. then sihui left for work, after a few hours later edwin and andy left. they went back home for dinner. as for me, xiangwei and mel, we went to country manna @ suntec city for dinner. the manna baked rice not bad. next time shud tag vic along.

after tht we went to esplanade. so mel and i started toking about tht "someone" and tht "someone".(i tink some shud noe who i am refering to) so both of us was kinda like heartbroken la. haix. ='(

anyway, we took the train from city hall to marina bay, on the way i fell asleep then these two lil' monsters(mel and xw) try to play a trick on me la. but i was half asleep half awake. lolx. so their plan didnt work on me!!! lolx.

actually todae quite fun for me bahx. get to relax myself a bit. haix. tml going cycling with mel and xw. ANYONE WANNA JOIN US PLEASE CALL OR SMS ME/MEL/XW BY TML(latest by 12nn.) thankew!!

my thoughts of the day: is this world being fair to everyone? does pple deserve what they get and what they dont? is there such things call 'impossible relationship'? i dun dare to tink about it. why muz God let me see things tht i dun wna to see. everytime i board the train after work, i will always see couples doing those intimate stuff(eg:kissing,hugging,etc etc).

dunno why, these often reminds me of him. i will remember those time we spent together, those stuff we did together although some of them was lame. keke. and that day when he sent me to the airport and picked me up from the airport. the days when we board the train together, the days we walked home together.

the nights tht i secretly sneak out of my house juz to meet him, the promises he made to me. the messages he sent, i treasured them and kept them in my inbox.

the day when we spent at his class chalet, he forbid me to eat any bbq stuff becoz i was sick. he always make sure tht i'm fine.

after all, i've never regretted being with him. although it was short, but i really felt the secure, love and care tht he showered to me. no matter what happen, may God bless him and everyone else. i will never forget the days we spent together. love u always...


October 29, 2004
All kids are gifted; some just open their packages earlier than others.

October 30, 2004
Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness and understanding you can muster, and do with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.

October 31, 2004
I shall allow no man to belittle my soul by making me hate him.

November 1, 2004
Win as if you were used to it, lose as if you enjoyed it for a change.

November 3, 2004
If you want to build a ship, don't drum up people together to collect wood and don't assign them tasks and work, but rather teach them to long for the sea.

November 4, 2004
A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer; it sings because it has a song.

November 5, 2004
Determine that the thing can and shall be done, and then we shall find the way.