have been busy quite recently.
got bombarded by loads of assignment.
haix.
now 11++ liao still stuck in between so many homework, somemore tml got chem test.
haix.
tml got nothing on, muz really sit down on my butt and study damn hard for CT.
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todae went for movie with jorrie, alex and andy. watch i do i do. the show not bad. quite interesting. =)
then after tht went back home.
heard so many things from mum and kor.
after bathing, came back to my room,
tot of the things she told me.
then tears juz well up my eyes.
didnt expect to hear those words from her.
***
we are no longer like who we are in the past.
so crazzie and always monkey-ing around.
now,
its as though we have gone seperate ways.
i tink i've neglected her far too much.
but everyone have their own friends,
including you and me.
***
everyone have different social circle,
neither me nor u are special.
is only the types of friends we have around us.
mine might be different from urs,
which often lead to a bad closure of a problem which have occured among us secretly.
***
i didnt noe tht being close with others
would have lead to such problem to our friendship.
i really dunno what happen.
some sae tht i'm flirting with the other guys in band.
but i dunno what's on ur mind.
tht day,
the moment i saw u,
u juz walk and turn away from me.
it seriously confuses me.
becoz...
i dunno what have happen!!!
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this problem really upsets me alot.
everyone thinks tht i'm the main cause of the problem.
fine...
if u guys really have tht mentality,
and really thinks tht this is what friends are for,
go ahead...
***
i didnt put all the blame on u guys.
i blame myself for being so unthoughtful.
i missed those days we had fun together.
really...
if u tink tht this is the end of our friendship,
i have nothing much to sae...
but to say tht
i'm terribly disappointed.
***
i apologize for neglecting u...
i'm really sorry...
-peace out
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