8tH FeB 2005

so long didnt blog. was quite occupied recently.
problems came one after another.
so disappointed...
this is the treatment u guys are giving to us.
what the hell man!
really hate it.
didnt expect such things to happen.


we used to have the greatest bonding.
but things are turning upside down every now and then.
becoz of friendship,
guys,
studies,
small lil' matters...
haix. sad...


todae, she seriously disappointed us.
she is no longer the one i knew in the past.
truely speaking, i dun understand her like what i did in the past.
she didnt wanted to voice out anything.
nothing at all!!
instead, the "outsider" came in and "voice out on her behalf".


she sent me a msg juz now.
she apologized to me. but this is not what i want!!!!
i hate it whenever she apologize to me after she disappoint me.
we two almost started a fight verbally juz now.
things went on and on...
she wanted to tell us about her problem.
but she had no chance.
juz becoz she cant stop her tears from falling.


now...
she seek for my assistance.
hoping that she would become better than before.
more stronger...
so that... she wun let her tears flow like heavy rainfall so easily.
i'm really hoping that this is the last time tht this kinda conflict is happening among us.
i certainly look forward to see the change in her.
and best wishes to all...


hmm..
enuff of "crabs"... (lame!! lol)
valentines is the next highlight after cny...
but...
too bad!! i'm single.
no date on 14 feb.
morning accompanied by the books...
afternoon accompanied by my bao bei bass clarinet.
at night....
maybe the stars... hope that the sky is filled with "blinking eyes"


the only thing that can brighten my life are....
the stars...

happy new year!!
wish u born a baby duck!!
*quack quack!!*