15th feb 07

i dun feel like going tml..

i jus dun have tht feeling..

my mind is all filled with images of my bao bei..

i will deifinitely miss him like mad !!

i cant stop my tears from flowing, i jus wan to be with him and my family.

but i cant, cos i will either go with my parents or go with my parents..

it seems tht there isnt any choice for me..


my mum asked me to stay in Singapore, but she added on..

"you dunno what's going to happen next year..

if anything bad happen to your grandma.." *fingers-crossed*


so, she's like trying to tell me..

"jus go laa.. ur dad will definitely be unhappy if u dun go.."




now what!?!?!!

its gonna be damn fcuking bored over there.

no internet access, no nothing!

i will jus have to sit there and rot with my lappy..

and i cant go online and chat with my bao bei.. :(



damn fcuking pissed.

fcuk it man!