Hmm.. just manage to send out majority of the invitation.. haiz.. todae so bored.. got so pissed off.. he still didnt reply me.. haix… seven more days to n level.. pengx ah.. I scare cannot pass sia.. *touch wood!!!* haix.. but really loe.. why cant he juz reply me for goodness sake!! Alamak.. anyway.. todaes class was damn boring.. two period of maths, three period geog, break, three period of accounts then two period of English.. haix.. so bored sia.. haix.. still cant forget every words he said to me.. every action he does.. the places we have been.. every eye contact we have made.. every moment.. every memory.. they are so precious to me although I often sae words tht sound damn harsh on those things.. every sms he sends.. I still keep it in my inbox.. no matter how full my inbox is.. I have no intention to delete them away just becoz they are too memorable and priceless to me.. so short yet so sweet.. I am just trying to make myself concentrate for my exams.. but I just cant concentrate.. I sent him the invitation.. I invited a few of his close frends from band and some from his class.. dun think tht he will go.. but I really hope tht he will come.. Although we are no longer together, but I still hope we are still frends.. haix.. he sae he want to remain as frends, but he is treating me more like a stranger than a frend.. the question often pop out and flash in my mind, whats on his mind? why are bad things happening to me again and again.. why? my life suck big time.. I hate my life.. I hate myself for noeing so now.. if God let me choose again, I will choose to noe u a few years later.. really.. not becoz I dun love u.. becoz I dun wish to see u leave me.. it really breaks my heart everytime I see the photo.. how I wish I could fast-forward the time.. may God bless all the n level candidates, Sembwinds and the both of us.. I will alwaes remember you even till the day I die.. do not forget me.. I have lotsa things to tell you.. really.. but I dun tink I have a chance to tell u.. its too late.. everything is over.. *sobsob*
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