Just finish planning my schedule for the week.. haix.. so stress.. the onli thing I can do is.. STUDY!!! So pathetic.. next Monday n level start again.. this means tht, white hair is on its way.. lolx.. anyway.. I just cant be bothered by those problems at this point of time.. coz todae becoz of this problems, I lost focus.. I cant do my accounts at all.. its as if I didnt learn it before.. yesterdae, alan and vic one year le..!! HAPPY ONE YEAR to my sista and her dear.. keke.. so envy.. haix~~!! Erm.. then was a long day for me and sha.. coz after sch then go for tuition.. we have class for like.. erm.. from 7am – 7pm ? almost bahx.. almost 12 hours.. haha.. not the first time liao.. kinda used to it le.. but at the end of the day.. I will still be down with my tension headache again.. same old problem.. haha.. hope wun die of tht.. lolx.. hmm.. just remember tht day what I told vic.. I told her tht dae when I was admitted to the hospital, the x-ray report out le.. the x-ray shows something strange.. so, my mom went to consult the doctor about her doubt.. the doctor claims tht she have not seen such thing before.. the doctor said there are something inside my stomach.. something which look like fish scales but not fish scales.. just something similar.. my mom onli told me recently, and the report was like out for so long liao.. then she now then tell me.. my mom was like so worried.. but I dun really gif a damn bahx.. dunno lehx.. juz dun have the heart to care about this "scales" inside my tummy.. keke.. anyway.. its just a matter of life and death.. if I’m suppose to die within this year.. I will.. nothing can change the God's decision.. haix.. alamak.. n level nxt week start.. cannot tok about this kinda things.. keke.. muz FOCUS.. cannot ADHD!! Alamak.. I really trying very hard to CONCENTRATE!! I even plan schedule for this week.. keke.. tml will focus on accounts, maths and English.. really hope can concentrate.. keke.. anyway.. I tired liao.. eyes very heavy.. coz yesterdae night cried too much.. keke.. then todae oso nearly cried.. whatever.. who cares.. I mean.. I myself dun gif a damn.. who else will.. if we are destined to be together.. I'm sure we will.. but I tinking in my wildest dream.. lolx.. whatever.. who cares.. my life suck big time!!
Today's inspiration: The talent for being happy is appreciating and liking what you have, instead of what you don't have.
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